how do your parents find your blogs like my mother doesnt even know how to pronounce computer
welcome to the 75th hunger games [will.i.am. voice] bring the action
I FORGOT THE BEST THING
I got reaaaaally much closer with my best friend
(who told me he’s gay but took it back and now I have to act like I believe him being straight like yes) but I also got much closer with my female best friend (not you Lora I love you I mean reallife people) and that’s the best thing because we were super close for 8 years and then she had this other friend and now that other friend is becoming really annoying (love her though lol) and we’re getting closer again and it’s great because I really need female friends and I love her and she’s great (no i’m not in love with her).
Last week I realized that 2013 has been a great year so far. I mean, I still REALLY suck in school, but it didn’t get worse (it’s already hit rock bottom but yeah). I kissed a really nice guy (lol), I then nearly got in a relationship with another great guy who’s still very very kind to me and a good friend and then I finally got the relationship I wanted with the best guy ever (!!!!!). I’ve been in love with him for nearly 3 years now and it finally worked. Yes I want to brag about it now. ;_;
2013 also worked out quite nicely for my family (except for last week’s drama but let’s forget that one……..) I get along better with my family and I’m starting to open myself because of my boyfriend, I’m not able to talk about feelings yet but it’s become much better and it helps my relationship to my mother. (Not to my father, though).
I had the chance to stand on stage twice already this year which is great and I’m actually getting closer with one of my idols (an actress who’s really lovely and so talented that it makes me want to bawl my eyes out).
I’m pretty happy right now if I put away school. My friends had a bad year until now but they had nice other years. It’s my turn now I guess lol.
I’m really dreading the day I turn 18 cause I will no longer be the dancing queen, young and sweet only seventeen